“And my dad, sometimes detests me
for liking Islam but he knows, I like the learning's and nothing more so it’s
ok. Else he being a Rajput who has seen people from the nearby country
destroying peace and harmony in our country would kill me for even knowing that
I want to go to Pakistan – Aaliya”
“Bhaiya ek Breezer dena, are u
even drinking – Aaliya”
“Ek beer bhi dena Bhaiya – HR”
“So yeah that’s about my family,
and you know sometimes I feel like I am dis-satisfied at various levels-
Aaliya”
“Not that there has been a lack
of anything in my family but after a certain point in life I feel so empty-
Aaliya”
“And I wasn't always like that, I
loved my grandmother THE most. Like THE MOST, more than anything. Maybe more
than myself – Aaliya”
“And when she died, I wasn't with
her, I was with my friend celebrating her birthday – Aaliya”
“And when I got to know of it, I
was broken – Aaliya”
“I couldn't speak to anyone for
days, in fact I didn't want to speak to any one – Aaliya”
“I just wanted to remember the
moments we shared when she was alive, I wanted all of the memories to be played
back in my head once again, but the more I thought of them they started to turn
faded– Aaliya”
“Then one fine day, I was over
with her loss – Aaliya”
“Coz only once I could come to
terms with her loss that I could imagine her happy and peace in where ever she
was – Aaliya”
“I dint want her to be bothered
with me crying every time I thought of her- Aaliya”
“I instead wanted to be happy
with all the memories I had of her and you know what, after I let her go, her
memories have become clearer and it brings a smile to my face every time –
Aaliya”
“Even telling you about her, is
making me happy and smile – Aaliya”
“Ahh, I love her – Aaliya”
“And this is what her death has
taught me, the power of suffering, coz unless we suffer we don’t learn shit –
Aaliya”
“But at the same time I have
realized that it is impossible to replace anyone coz of the very few specific
things that each individual has in him – Aaliya”
“I have experienced it so many
times and it not only applies to humans but also pets – Aaliya”
“And that is one reason that I
will not be able to forget my ex, not that he was a very amazing personality
and all but there are little little things he used to do which make me remind
of him and it will not change unless someone comes and make me forget
completely about him – Aaliya”
“What do u say?? – Aaliya”
“Well I try my best is all I can
say – HR”
(To make you think of me all the
time)
“Try your best for what ?? –
Aaliya”
<To make me forget him ??>
“To remember what you said baba –
HR”
(Dude u need to understand the
implicit meanings man L)
“You know sometimes I think if we
could only live with the memories of the past, life would be easier and I mean
just the good memories – Aaliya”
“One would never get sad and
there would be a permanent smile on ones face all the time – Aaliya”
“You know I wish to sit down and
write all my memories in to something, a songs or a letter or a paragraph or
something like that but I end up not doing it
... – Aaliya”
“Maybe I am lazy or think that if
I try to express my feeling in a more tangible form I will lose them – Aaliya”
“I know I am weird and all but
not completely crazy and the breezer is not kicking in yet so don’t think I am
drunk blabbering – Aaliya”
“No no. It’s just that no one has
ever opened up his heart so easily to me. Not even my closest friends so I am
very happy that u think I am worth all this J
- HR”
“Aah this is nothing, don’t
worry, in time you will realize that I speak a lot and you will tell me to shut
up – Aaliya”
<Will u tell me to shut up
!!!!>
(Aaliya, I can listen to you all
my life. In fact I will make sure that you will be oblivious of my presence
when you speak so that you don’t get offended or conscious)
“Shall we order Rum, and FYI, people
who drink Rum in the day are called pirates and not drunkards – Aaliya”
Sahi chal raha hai story .... I liked it ... Waiting for the next episode :D
ReplyDeleteFinally hope the blog is going as per your liking ;)
DeleteOoo..'ghum ka saathi rum' n all ah..haha!! wow...she's actually openin up n talkin..n he's listenin to her..HR is a gud boy :)
ReplyDeleteWell she talks a lot..bt wch girl doesnt? :p .. we all love goin yap yap n i think u hve put down her yapping really well..choice of words n all (like always :) )
I agree wid d bit abt forgettin (not) ones ex..its tough..n i knw dat..dont raise ur brow again nw coz i can relate to a part of d blog..its a compliment for u..remember? :p
Umm..yeaa..dats abt it..oh n...d last para where HR dsnt mind listenin to her all his life.. guess wat! ahan ahan..has hpnd..to...moi!! LOL!!
Rum Rum Rum..Whisky!! :D
OMG so many comments for the first time . Seems u liked the blog particularly very well. Good to know that there are quite some things which u can relate to .
DeleteThanks once again for ur lovely comments .
oh my god now the chatter box is actually opening up : P look at Aliya going on and on ... so catchy
ReplyDeleteand awwww how cute is HR ...he is just sitting ther like a baby agreeing to everything listening to her calmly ..trying to undersdtand her making her all comfortable .. loved it really :)
you know you have this particular amazing quality to make the reader feel everything is happening in front of them ,, making them relate to their lives here and there wow is what i will say :)
And the lines which HR states that he will try his best or that he can listen to her all his life ..not get her offended ..are just too touchy makes me go all awww again <3
rightly said memories are too special can make u forget the world :)
loved it ..keep writing ..mwah lovya
:)
Seems the blog is really good, getting such big and detailed comments and moreover thanks for the comment which mentions that the blog reminds you of something . U have always loved my blogs so I hope I am able to live all the hopes you have with my blog . Thanks as always .
ReplyDeleteyes it really is :) they always are :) :*
ReplyDeleteThanks as always. Hope i dont start boring one day with my blog and chatterbox aaliya
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