Who is HE ???

“This blog is written from Aaliya’s perspective; it’s completely her views unless mentioned explicitly”

(Ok, so what happened last night, coz I, don’t remember shit)

(Did we do something ??)

(Well, my clothes are in place)

(I don’t see HR, oh there he is near the window, lost in his thought as always)

(What is he thinking all the time?)

(How much can a person think, that too, so frequently?)

(Frankly he doesn't look like the thinking type, not that he is the ruthless and asshole kind of guy which girls 

prefer now a days but yeah there is something different about him)

(And I have failed at understanding him completely)

(Ok, I know sometimes I completely ignore his action and words but then if I do it would lead him to believe that I understand and love him)

(And I am not sure)

(I know for sure he is good and all but now a days who doesn't act like that to get into the pants of a girl)

(But he hasn't even tried)

(He does act cheeky sometimes but that’s ok)

(After my last break-up it’s tough to believe men, anymore)

(I mean though the break up was mutual and all but I am not sure if I want to get into a relationship so soon)

(We had our own petty reason for the break up but it’s just that neither of us wanted to give time to work on it)

(Not that I miss my ex or feel sad about it, but yeah m sure that I don’t want to involve and invest time on someone who I don’t think would be there till my grave)

(Will HR be there ??)

(I don’t know, that’s why so much confusion)

(That’s why so much avoidance)

(I am so much confused, like what should I say …)

(Like the waves on the beach, who doesn't know if it belongs to the sea or the shore?)

(Coz it tries every time to reach the shore but heads back to the sea after breaking )

(But it tries again, every time, every day and every moment)

(I was never so confused before about anything)

(For anything)

(Why now destiny !!!!)

(Oh, this is so frustrating)

(I am so angry at myself)

(Am I really in love with this loser ?)

(Do I really love him too, coz I am sure he is head over heels in love)

(And the part where he said, he is keeping his virginity for his partner)

(That was stupid but sweet)

(Well that’s how even I am, so what !!!)

(Should I go with the flow and see where it leads ??)

(Or should I play with him for some more while and see how he handles things)

(Coz if he loves me, he will maintain his gimmicks and continue to express his feeling for me)

(Maybe finally directly instead of gaping in the air and building castles)

(Coz that’s how I want my man to be)

(Truthful, caring committed and all that jazz)

(There is nothing I want to do without him including anklet shopping or cooking)

(I don’t want a solitaire or a holiday on the beaches of Greece)

(All I want is him, by my side, all the time)

(I want him to be beside me when I am dying and my last breath should be after I kiss him goodbye)

(Btw why are there pillows separating his side of the bed and mine ….)