Who am I ???

(It was the morning’s cool breeze flowing in the room and the transparent curtains swaying which woke me up)

(I hadn't realized till this time that the room had an amazing view of the beach)

(I went and stood up near the windows to experience it)

(Though I had stayed in a beach city <Vizag> practically all my life but we lived in the interiors so never witnessed such a view except for the weekly visit to the beach with family or friends)

(But this was something different)

(Now I know why Aaliya wanted a beach facing room)

(Oh, I need to show the view)

(Blah, she is still sleeping)

(Wait … She is looking so fresh)

(Like an angel)

(Like a new born)

(Her face has this un-explainable expression)

(She has this smile on her face a kid has when he is fed and sleeps peacefully)

(Though she was sleeping in an awkward position but it looked cute)

(How should I describe it?)

(Foetal  ??)

(With her hands tucked under her head)

(Her arms and legs touching her chest)

(The only time I sleep like this is when I have a bad stomach –ache or when I have puked after a long night of binge)

(I don’t know how someone can look so elegant, in this position)

(Oh, now I got the word – DIVINE)

(Yeah that’s what she looked like)

(I am not that bad in expressing myself, eh !!!!)

(If only every day could be like this)

(Aaliya sleeping like this, next to me)

(Can I make her happy like the way she was now ??)

(But how would I make sure that she is happy all her life)

(Ok, I know I am trying to explain the scene here but trust me it is a waste of expression)

(Coz what I was experiencing was way bigger than I could ever express)

(Words would fail to describe this moment)

(And moreover, giving an explanation was such a waste of words)

(COZ, none of my words would or could do justice. EVER)

(Ok, I know, I think, I am in Love with her)

(But is it really love or was I loving the idea of being with her)

(After all my experiences in the past which have been horrid to say)

(Well, not exactly so bad but yeah nothing worked out)

(And now looking behind, it seems I was just used to the idea of being with girls)

(But not this time)

(This time it wasn't the idea of being with Aaliya but the love which has kept me going)

(And it is so tough to believe that it’s just been a day with her, in fact just a bit over 24 hours and so much has conspired between us that I cannot explain)

(How much I wish to steal her away from here and get married)

(But looking at it realistically, does she even know that I love her so much)

(Or is she thinking I am the normal desperate fuck Indian men are)

(Coz I am not)

(I am committed, caring and sometimes awkward, but will make sure that I take care of my parents and family till my end)

(I will help her do sari shopping as well go pub hopping with her)

(I will take care of the kid while she is eating and will also wake up in the middle of the night to change the diaper)

(I will go with her to buy the latest shade of nail paint <No lipstick coz I hate them most of the time> as well as stay hungry with her for her Karwa Chauth)

(I will make sure she doesn't need a female friend for her shopping and will try to cook dinner for her in case she gets late from work)

(Coz I AM and WILL be the best man she can ever have)