Would he???

“This blog is written from Aaliya’s perspective”

After spending some time in the waters we decided to sit on the shore for a while

Without talking anything

Without looking at each other

But we knew we were together

Though I had a boyfriend in the past and I was very comfortable with him but now I wanted a change.

My family has been very liberal with me, never questioning my choices and judgments but now I want someone to make choices and decide for me.

Not that I don’t want to do them myself but I want my significant other to do that.

I want him to take the lead

I want him to tell me the right and wrong

I want his point of view

I want him to be someone I can always look up to and be sure that whatever he suggests would be good for US

And not just for me.

Frankly I loved the life I have been blessed with till now, but not any more.

I want him to be worried

Worried for me

I want him to think from the perspective that I have not and cannot think.

Do all the thinking for me

I want him to know about my mood and reactions even before I react.

Anticipate my behaviour

Know that I like to be free but still try to keep me controlled and at the same time not killing my freedom.

Let me live

I want him to know when I don’t like something, even before I tell him

I want him to tell me when I am putting on weight and not lie, though I might not like it but still

I want him to let me try something new but at the same time be by side in case anything goes wrong

I want him to express his love for me

EVERY DAY

Maybe by just saying that he loves me but still do it

And not get bored of doing it

EVERYDAY

Even if we are mad at each other

I want us to cuddle and sleep each night irrespective of how the good or bad the day goes

I want him to kiss me bye every day, when he leaves home

I don’t want him to be rich, I want him to keep me happy every day of my life

I want him to call me randomly to express his love

I want him to be there for me all the time

When I am menstruating and grumpy

When I am putting on weight during pregnancy

When I crave for something stupid in the middle of the night

When I am delivering my kids

When I am growing old and not pretty any more

Would he be able to do it??

Would he do it?

Does he love me enough??

Would he even be in touch after this trip??

Would whatever he has expressed still stand?

Would he remember me once he gets busy with his studies?

Coz remembering someone is one thing and not able to forget is a completely different thing

Would he ??