Kat Gaya Mera :( :( :(

(Did she just talk to about  breaking my seal ?)

(How the hell does she know I am a virgin?)

(Is it so obvious?)

(This is so shameful)

(How am I going to continue with the rest of the trip?)

(I cannot show her my face)

(Are my actions so evident to show her that I am looking forward to a ‘FUN’ night with her?)

(Did she see my desperateness?)

(L L L L L)

“Did u sleep in the washroom also ? – Aaliya”

“NO, I didn't, and u, don’t need to be my Mommy every time I am not in front of you – HR”

“ :O :O :O :O – Aaliya”

“What has gotten into you ? – Aaliya”

“What has gotten into me, u question my virginity and then ask what has gotten into me – HR”

“What!!!, Virginity, where did that come from – Aaliya”

“You should know, u said it – HR”

“When? I never said anything about such a thing, it’s your choice if you are a virgin, who am I to know or question your choice – Aaliya”

(OMG, she is started to discuss it now)

(If only the floor would crack open and eat me up)

(This is one discussion I would have never wanted to have with a girl and look, I am having the discussion with the one who I want to be my partner for life)

“Now that u have brought this topic up, let me tell u very clearly that the only reason I am a virgin is not due of lack of option but virginity is a choice I made – HR”

“I had decided that my wife would be the one with whom I would experience it for the first time – HR”

“And you need to respect it Ms. Aaliya – HR”

“Dude, chill, I am not sure what made you think that I am questioning your choice but there has been a BIG misunderstanding and we need to clear it out Right Away – Aaliya”

“Didn't u tell me to hold ‘breaking my seal’ for later – HR”

“OMFG, is that what made u say all this ?? Do u even know what ‘breaking the seal’ means – Aaliya”

“Yeah I know, its means, mm mm mm, doing it for the first time and losing the virginity – HR”

“FUCK NO, it’s the first piss after one has been drinking and after which one starts pissing every fucking ten minutes – Aaliya”

“That is what I meant and nothing stupid like what you are thinking – Aaliya”

(Shit, seriously, is there even such a term, all I knew about breaking the seal was …. Forget it)

“OK, m sorry for yelling at you coz I didn't know such a term – HR”

“I am sorry I said, please forgive me. Ignorance can always be ignored – HR”

“Huh – Aaliya”

“OK, only on one condition, we do bottoms up ;) – Aaliya”

“I hope you know what a ‘bottoms up’ is at least, and don’t start stripping : @ - Aaliya”

“I said I am sorry, please forgive me, and bottoms up, let’s do it – HR”

<Round 1 – Bottoms Up>

<Round 2 – Bottoms Up>

<Round 3 – Bottoms Up>

“Aah – HR/Aaliya”

“Now you may go and break your seal coz even I will  ;) – Aaliya”

“OK, let me go Jaldi, coz my bladder is going to burst any second now – HR”

“Listennnn, come here – Aaliya”

“What, tell me jaldi – HR”

(She is coming close to me and looking in my eyes)

(She is falling in my arms)

(Suddenly I feel I don’t need to go to the washroom any more, I can stand like this all my life)

(WAIT, Is this what they call a ‘Bear Hug’ is ?)