The, They, Them..

(Her Eyes ….)

(They remind me of everything and nothing)

(If you look at them, they give you a feeling of attaining Moksha but at the same time, you cannot look at them for long coz it will make you go weak at your legs, your heart will melt and you will go speechless)

(This phenomenon is a very rare one and to find such pair of eyes is like finding the, the, the .. maybe Ek Mukhi Rudraksh, u attain everything but at the same time are unaffected)

(I don’t know how it works on others but on me it had this magical and mystical effect)

(I felt so empowered and also weak)

(But there is nothing which you can do about it except to enjoy the moment)

(The only way you can survive the moment is by not looking at them which is no way possible coz the eyes, are like magnet, they pull you towards them)

(Such eyes are like the most beautiful moment you have ever witnessed, maybe the best sunrise, best sunset, best flower, best color combination of the Aloo Dahi ki sabzi)

(You want to witness it once and retain the memory in the most active part of the brain so that you can recall it whenever you can)

(But in this case though it is just a memory, it has the same effect, the same magic, the same weakness, the same power)

(From whatever experience I have gathered on the effect of eyes, they are of 3 types)

(1)   The kind I am talking about right now, they don’t give you a hint of what is going on inside a person coz you are lost in the eyes, so lost in the eyes that you cannot analyze

(2)   The kind which give you an idea of everything a person is feeling and going through, like mine :(

(3)   The 3^rd kind which are very common, UNEFFECTIVE, So ineffective that you might even fail to notice them

(And I was dealing with something BIG here)

(BIG as in monstrous BIG :( )

(And I was dying a slow death)

(Coz that is the only end to it)

(The more you looked at them, you felt that u had done everything and there is nothing left in this world)

(You could rest in peace)

(Her eyes were like the skies when Tsunami strikes, wonderful to look at but, Fatal)

(Her eyes were like the dark shadow which I used to play with as a kid in the day, and feared the most once the sun went down)

(Her eyes were like, like unexplainable)

(Her eyes were a phenomenon)

(She could frighten a gang of kids with her stare and at the same time make them come and kiss her coz of her smiling eyes)

(Why me, why do u want to kill me with your eyes Aaliya?)

(I want to look at your face and speak to you)

(I want to look at how you smile)

(I want to look at how u make those faces)

(I want to look at how you twist your tongue when u say something silly)

(I want to look at you when you makes sounds like “Oink”, “Blah”, “Ainngg” coz otherwise they might sound stupid but when u use them, it goes to a different level altogether)

(And, the Kajal you are wearing is not needed for your eyes)

(Maybe someone will notice the Kajal coz u have used it on ur eyes and not otherwise)

(And when she closed her eyes, it look as if, as if the lamp had turned off coz the oil had depleted)

(No one song I know can do justice to what I want to explain here so posting 2 links of my fav songs on eyes)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jJbneiUIRgA&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r2P77K98lT0 

PS : To give the blog a more personal feel I have started writing in First Person i.e. as HR, hope it just helps and not complicates things :)