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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cksBtencdz4

(If you didn’t notice it let me do it again)

“ Kehte hain Khuda ne iss jahaan mein sabhi ke liye,
Kisi na kisi ko hai banaaya Har kisi ke liye,
Tera milna hai uss rab ka ishaara maano,
Mujhko banaya tere jaise hi kisi ke liye “

(So once again it goes  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cksBtencdz4  )

(The moment Aaliya hugged me, I felt different, and I realized that all the shit going in my mind was, SHIT!!!)

(Here is this female who doesn’t know me but, has trust)

(Here she is willing to share her room with me and me, with all the dirty thoughts)

(Here she wants to travel with me and all I am thinking of is, getting laid)

(Is this what I have become in reality, Is this really me, have I become such a lowly creature who doesn’t care of people around me)

(SHIT !!!, will I ever be able to see myself in the mirror, ever ? )

(But NO, I was never like this before why suddenly such a change?)

(OR)

(OR)

(Is it that I do really like Aaliya, like her more than anything?)

(Like her so much that I want to be with her all my life)

(Like her so much that I want to be with her at every moment of my life)

(Like her to the level that I want her face to be the last face when I sleep and the first face when I open my eyes)

(Is this Love, if this is, then, what was with all the other girls?)

(Did I ever feel same about the other girls as well?)

(Or were all of them just crushes and infatuations)

(And this is real love, finally, for me)

(What should I do so as not to spoil this and at the same time realize what is going on in me?)

(But, the more I think of it, I feel Aaliya is someone special, not just another girl)

(Is it coz for the first time I have come so close to a girl in such less time or is it coz the feelings are real)

(Look at her, here I am in turmoil and she is un effected, staring out of the window and trying to capture some birds and the sun rise through her cam)

(How can she be so indifferent or rather should I say, how come she is not noticing me sitting here like a statue)

(Will she get offended if I look at her continuously, will this spoil the moment we have just shared?)

(Will it spoil the trust and she think of me as another of those men)

(What should I do?)

(Ok, I know what to do, let me be the way I have been. The journey hasn’t started yet and here I am so tongue tied)

“Oh hero, if you are done with staring at me, go, take a shower, m dying to get out of this room and feel the morning breeze  - Aaliya “

(So, she did notice but she didn’t ask me what I was thinking – WTF is going on!!!)

“Are you going to take the shower or do u want me to get the bucket and pour it over you??? –Aaliya “

“Yeah, yeah m going – HR”

(There is something special about Aaliya)

(Is she finally the one who will change my life ????)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cksBtencdz4

And such is the state of my mind, filled with thoughts but at the same time similar to the title of this Blog – BLANK!!!