(Did she just kiss me, on my lips !!!)
(How am I supposed to respond, kiss her back or just assimilate this moment)
(Her eyes are wet, did she cry or did something go in her eyes as well)
(She has turned and her back is facing me)
(She has turned around and is walking towards me)
(She just embraced me, again)
(I went weak in her arms, what is this sorcery)
(How am I supposed to respond, kiss her back or just assimilate this moment)
(Her eyes are wet, did she cry or did something go in her eyes as well)
(She has turned and her back is facing me)
(She has turned around and is walking towards me)
(She just embraced me, again)
(I went weak in her arms, what is this sorcery)
(Did I do something wrong)
(Fuck, what is going on )
(Should I ask her)
(Should I just let this moment be the way it is)
(Can time freeze at this moment and this continue for all my life, coz I can live with the embrace)
(I can die in the embrace)
(Aaliya, what are you doing to me ?)
(I wasn’t like this ever)
(You are making me weak)
(Your presence is making my mind go bonkers)
(I am not able to decide whether to think with my mind, heart or body)
(Why)
(And it’s been just a few hours that we have met)
(I have started fearing myself)
(I think if you will be with me I will lose my senses and will be lost in you)
(I have started fearing you)
(How can your presence change me)
(Why ????)
(Is this LOVE finally)
(Is this what happens in Love)
(Was it the same with the Bengali Female or B or Shaambhavi even Maya who I love so much that she is still my password)
(No, it’s not, this time it is different, it is stronger but I think it is very fragile as well coz all I have been doing is imagining and assuming things and am not sure of where I stand)
(Should I speak to Aaliya and spoil the moment or remain in dark about this)
(Aaliya is understanding enough, m sure she will understand my confusion and help me out of it)
(But what if it is nothing what I am assuming and she is just not speaking so as to spoil this trip)
(Will I be able to handle it if she says that this is just a platonic relation and not muddle up things?)
(With all this confusion, will I be able to continue this trip)
(Without getting distracted)
(Without looking at her)
(Without noticing her curly hair)
(Without smelling her Moroccan hair spray)
(Without getting enchanted by her eyes)
(Will I be able to breathe the same air she is coz even the air will carry the evidence that she is here)
(Next to me)
(Ready to go on a ride)
(Will I !!!!)
(Fuck, what is going on )
(Should I ask her)
(Should I just let this moment be the way it is)
(Can time freeze at this moment and this continue for all my life, coz I can live with the embrace)
(I can die in the embrace)
(Aaliya, what are you doing to me ?)
(I wasn’t like this ever)
(You are making me weak)
(Your presence is making my mind go bonkers)
(I am not able to decide whether to think with my mind, heart or body)
(Why)
(And it’s been just a few hours that we have met)
(I have started fearing myself)
(I think if you will be with me I will lose my senses and will be lost in you)
(I have started fearing you)
(How can your presence change me)
(Why ????)
(Is this LOVE finally)
(Is this what happens in Love)
(Was it the same with the Bengali Female or B or Shaambhavi even Maya who I love so much that she is still my password)
(No, it’s not, this time it is different, it is stronger but I think it is very fragile as well coz all I have been doing is imagining and assuming things and am not sure of where I stand)
(Should I speak to Aaliya and spoil the moment or remain in dark about this)
(Aaliya is understanding enough, m sure she will understand my confusion and help me out of it)
(But what if it is nothing what I am assuming and she is just not speaking so as to spoil this trip)
(Will I be able to handle it if she says that this is just a platonic relation and not muddle up things?)
(With all this confusion, will I be able to continue this trip)
(Without getting distracted)
(Without looking at her)
(Without noticing her curly hair)
(Without smelling her Moroccan hair spray)
(Without getting enchanted by her eyes)
(Will I be able to breathe the same air she is coz even the air will carry the evidence that she is here)
(Next to me)
(Ready to go on a ride)
(Will I !!!!)
HR thinks too much... A man truly is vulnerable when he is in love and u have protrayed that confusion very well. Let him b alone n think lil more, he'll figure out things for himself :)
ReplyDeleteA very apt quote for his state...
"Love works in miracles every day: such as weakening the strong, and stretching the weak; making fools of the wise, and wise men of fools; favouring the passions, destroying reason, and in a word, turning everything topsy-turvy."
Oh hello, stop sympathizing with HR and tell me how the blog is ???
Deletewill i be able to breathe the same air.......ready to go on a ride? those lines were awesome! perfect example of better writing skills.
ReplyDeleteWith every episode of HR's story, u are stepping forward to become a good author.
Ab naukri vaukri choro, kisi aur ko zaroorat hogi tumhare naukri ki, u start writing.
Every time i finish a blog, i decide that i cannot do more than it and that it is the last blog. Here i am living on a blog to blog basis and you suggest a book :P, thanks for the confidence though.
DeleteWhen i perform on stage ppl say that i sud try for much better option, but i think that "mere jaisa to koi bhi gaa sakta hai", i think its the same with you, we acttually set our own expectation to be much better, and thats good. If we dont, there will be no scope for further improving our skills.
DeleteBut then sacch keh rahi hoon, contact a publisher, you never know.....U remember? u suggested me a book of Durjoy Dutta, i find your word choise better than his.
Ha ha Durjoy has become a book printing machine. Also remember I told you I ll not read any work of his till m writing.
DeleteYes, i remember....waiting for yr next post.
Delete:)
DeleteAaliya kissed,eyes wet,embraced again..and the bugger called HR is so engrossed in analysing the intricate threads of y's,wht's n hw's.confusion is fine but manipulation is a strict no-no.A loveable character that HR is.. puts forth an ironical picture of a mortal who loves,craves to be loved and yet finds it a onus to b in love..
ReplyDeleteCussword and the 5 sentences beginning with 'without'are embellishments of the 'confusion narrative'.
Whoa, what analysis of the blog, u seemed to have thought more than me while writing it .
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